USM Open — Team

 

 Lolzz

 i cant believe my luck

 well,

 what i do mean is not how lucky i am

 but what a day i had

 

 the same things again but

 my result for an exception

 gosh

 how i hated the day

 well

 yes

 ‘you-know-who’

 {not voldemort!!}

 yes,you know that person

 haih

 numerous complains

 

 and now i ache severly

 damn it

 my:

 head spins

 eyes wreck

 feelings banished

 soul doomed

 

 whatever things had happened today

 lol

 i cant stand that excruciating pain anymore

 or call it emotional pain as well

 i’m going to explode

 the more i see ‘you-know-who’

 the more pain i gain

 why?? ;(…sobzz

 no joke you know

 especially today

 it really hurts

 ouch….

 

 my board prize flew away

 doing well until the 6th round..

 my team lost marginally

 too bad

 and i was really sorry for Xin Hao

 sorry Xin Hao

 i looked pretty dissapointed

 forget it,it’s over

 that’s what ‘you-know-who’ always told me

 yes,

 that one i can

 but how about you!?

USM Open_2

 

lolzxxx

i’m so bad lar

wanna cry d

so many things crowd my mind

sobz

 

firstly,

i lost to chook fung

damn it,

a totally won position

up on time

but

but

kena mate

swttttzzz

 

then,

lost to steven hoh

lolzxx

boh bin nia

wanna cry d

 

haih

what an outing

i had expected to grind out some nice upsets

no

they never happened

 

one more week to recuperate before the team event

really hope to win and win all my games

 

but now,

nobody can share my sadness

can u?

 

=pingster=

 

USM Open 2007

yeah

a tournament finally

xixi

waited for so long d loe

 

today,

got maximum points

geee

i feel good

 

but..

something kept troubling me

yalor

needless to say

xxxxxx

blekZxx

haha

mind you

 

lolzxx

why cant it be a reality

 

and

so many strong players

yea

i have to do my best

and

win something

just for you!

 

=pingster=

搁浅

 

久未放晴的天空，依旧留着你的笑容。。。《搁浅》又在耳边响起。

窗外，雨点淅淅沥沥掉落在那陈旧的锌版，奏起一首不悦耳的交响曲。。。傍晚的小雨，衬托出我的心情。细雨绵绵，烦恼丝丝。

我的心坎，因为心雨，湿透了。

翻着日记本里发黄的照片，使我不得往回忆里漫游。。。

 

 

 半年前的今天，天空是绚丽的。

山坡上的野菊茂盛的绽放，一朵朵的小兰花随着风儿鞠躬，麻雀吱吱飞舞。

就是这座山坡。我第一次牵着你的手经过，种满花卉的山坡，数着一麻袋的爱跟快乐。在风和日丽的草原上，织纺了甜美的寓言，爱情故事。

你的笑容，灿烂似纽西兰；我的心情，自由似群燕翱翔。

蔚蓝的穹苍，装着我俩的温馨。

我们说好要捉紧那把火炬，朝着梦想跑去。

我们共同度过了生活的酸甜苦辣。

但，

现在只能回味。

行，我会永远惦记那段美好的回忆。

 

 

行，

其实有很多很多东西，是你无法了解的。

一切，只能在我的心里翻腾。

 

 

潮湿的空气里，仿佛缺少了那一股温馨。冷冷的床褥，使我感到不快。

一路来，我戒不掉那依靠。

夜深了，伸手扭开收音机，故意将自己调到寂寞频道。好让思念燃烧，直到化为灰烬，但愿放荡在心里的楚痛，也获得释放。

 

今晚，

我又失眠了。

#A Sad Goodbye#

Somehow

we arrived at the crossroads

plague with grief and sorrow

then,

it was time to say good bye

no matter how we try

 

tears ran freely

I felt so sorry

dumbfounded and nonchalant

everything felt so silent

 

holding your hands

where ends meet ends

you weren’t happy

at those hands that were clammy

 

so,

we were best friends

then we were a couple

then we were friends again

but we managed to be a couple

so,

what are we now

 

our friendship is what I really cherish

but in your eyes I’m nothing but childish

I hope for your smile to never perish

all my life that’s all I wish

  

I tried to keep you

but I cant fulfill

the ending

was so amusing

I swear it’s you I’ll miss

but in your eyes , do I exist?

 

but

if I let you go

I will never know

what my life would be

holding you close to me

will I ever see

you smiling at me

how would I know

if

I let you go

 

run along

pursue your dreams

try to find your dreams

 

don’t worry too much , I will not cry

the same to you , don’t leave with a sigh

I promise you , our friendship never die

I guess it’s time to say my last goodbye

 

 

            pingster

== 50 things i want to do most==

play chess

play badminton

play basketball

visit Singapore

chat online

pay a visit to the gymnasium

go swimming

learn to drive

play the piano

learn music

go to Gurney with someone special

watch a movie

board a plane

attend a party

stroll along the beach

go to school (!)

watch a live footie match in Anfield

climb Penang Hill

sing in a karaoke

play a competitive footie match

undergo goalkeeper training stints

talk on the phone with someone special

cook

have freedom

study chemistry

fetch my bros from school

participate in the CLHS chess tourney

participate in the national closed chess tourney

blog frequently

get a mobile phone

get a MP3 player

listen to music

watch Jay Chou’s life concert

Read the Harry Potter series

have long nails

reunite with 5SA2 or 4SA4 mates

have a set of football gear

have spiky hair

have a photo with Stevie G

write an essay

improve my vocab(english,I mean)

get a T-shirt signed by Reina

get a job

make more friends

travel outstation

gardening

be a strong chess player

learn about the Greek mythology

visit Yunani civilization(tamadun Yunani)

tour  Japan

I quit — just for the time being

 

 Gosh

 upon looking up the calendar…only did i notice it was then january

 every school bound boys and girls have to exit their holiday mood

 while i seat in front of the PC

 taking a sip of my sizzling hot coffee

 haha….

 and..

 haih….

 it was  mere isolation online

 no pals to look forward to

 

 i am prepared to quit the game

 a game of illusion and frustration,sometimes

 go ahead and guess

 you will never know what game it is

 mind you…..

 whatever

 those months and sweet memories are fresh in my mind

 replaying , every minute and every second….

 i had to bear the pain

 ……

 ……

 i just wanna quit

 for the time being

 as my nerves are frayed by the prolong wait…

 seasons come and seasons go

 that’s all life is about

 

 just hope that

 i will emerge the winner of this game

 when i come back tougher and stronger

 to checkmate you….

 haha…

 never letting you go

 coz you are now in my game

 only placing hope against hope

 that

 you fall into my warm embrace

 

 {its too abstract…coz i wrote what flashed through my mind….haha}

 

 =yikping=