Read on to know…dont want to tell yet..:P

 

        It was a rather pleasant and joyous evening as i had just come back from tuition . The sun was shining brightly , so was my mood at that time .

 

       Dont know what spurred me up to online . So in an instant , i was online . Not too bad . I had to refresh several times to enter the main page of khidmatnegara.gov.my.(looks like a bad sign..haha)…Everything was fine:the climate,the mood …UNTIL….."tahniah,anda terpilih untuk menyertai Program Latihan Khidmat Negara" !!

 

      It was a bombshell . At that particular second , i was cursing(really,no joke) . Disbelief and  horrified were the words to describe my situation . Immediately , many quesions pop up and flashed through my mind : three months you know..no joke ! — My chess , online , gurney… frenz , license , cooking ..whatever lar..crap…my three months…WTF!!

 

     Today…i was feeling a little better . Just took it as a learning experience . Socail skills , leadership qualities , physical training , firearms …. I am actually not scared about the pragramme , but more on the three months of leisure time….Physical training cant ditter me . You know , i’m sporty ; Outdoor camps , no fear because i have the experience…whatever…..

 

     Just hope to be happy there…thats all .

有点意思

乱写一遍的东西。。。

 

倚在窗前，望着窗外的大雨，望着窗外的泡泡，望着窗外的雨景。。。又是雨天。讨厌。。。

 

窗外的泡泡，似乎都被雨点毁坏了。我的泡泡。。。。我走出院子，想到外面淋雨，享受雨水的滋润。因为，我的心情，跟雨，没两样 —- 复杂。靴子踩在布满烂泥的黄泥路上，脑海里闪现了一个问题：走在小径上，到大路。。。泥浆会跟我吗？虽然是很白痴的问题，但是有几个人会观察到我们身边的事物，时事呢？甚少。。。

 

在叶片上的蚱蜢，因为雨天就要分离了，各自回到温暖的家去了。屋檐尾端的水滴，滴在空罐子上，奏起了一个不悦耳的交响曲。走着走着，泥浆还是黏在我的靴子上。不管它啦。。。

 

来到十字路口，向右看，向左看，向前看，只能哀叹不会做出选择。忆起我吹的泡泡，很好玩，那么就走回去吧。雨中吹泡泡的感觉截然不同，但是，赶路重要？玩泡泡重要？哎。。。

 

雨景，在这静谧的地方，的确好好玩，但淋雨的感觉更爽。望着雨中送信的邮差叔叔，那么坚持，坚强，不怕风吹雨打。望着我手中的那一封信，虽然湿透了，但，想起邮差叔叔。。。要坚持！我嘴角露出了灿烂的微笑。

 

不知不觉地，穹苍放晴了。。。黎明在盼。。。我又，重见了希望！！

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